| woooord |
[May. 1st, 2006|09:55 pm] |
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| | daphne loves derby- deserts eating oceans | ] |
heyy, been a little while, just some update info. everything is goin good. school's almost over, thank god. and East Coast is insane. im probably having the most ridiculously awsome time there...ever. wow band geek alert. anyway vacation went good. chilled with my buddies pat aura and jen, that was a solid time. it took some time, but we finally convinced aura to play piano, and jen to sing, it was a good time. as always pat was the man. and now im just chillin waitin to do homework.. exciting, i know. well anyway im wicked tired cuz i still havent had a chance to rest since drum corps so im out, peace |
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| wow that was emo |
[Apr. 21st, 2006|12:48 am] |
wow those were prolly the two most emo entries ever. lol kinda funny. well thats all i can say on this one. lol ive said just about everything i could on the last two, so, peace |
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| continuation of last one |
[Apr. 21st, 2006|12:36 am] |
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| |  frustrated | ] |
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along with being absolutely sick of my parents, im sick of the fuckin pressure. i gotta be friggen perfect. granted they dont ride me on my grades like most parents do. they just try to ruin the one thing i do actually enjoy. anytime i think im doing good they fuckin ride me about it more. why arent u practicing, why dont u practice. ur brother practices six hours a day. petes made all states again. fuck my parents. i cant be compared to luke and pete. lukes practically the next christ of cello and pete is captain of the football team, doesnt even practice and makes all states, and both of them are going to colleges on practically full scholarships. i cant compete with that. ill never be like pete in that hes prolly the smartest stupid kid ever. he doesnt do shit and gets everything. and i cant be like luke in that he works his fuckin ass off and i cant do that! and no matter what i do, no matter how hard i fuckin try, im always gonna be in their shadow. no matter wut i do im gonna be little krafka, the kid who's not as good as them in music, not as smart as luke, or as popular as pete. and its constantly rubbed in my fuckin face. FINE i cant compare, i can accept that, but my fuckin parents cant. and every day im gonna be reminded of it. and no matter where i go, or wut i do, theyll be there doing it. next it'll be wut kind of job i have compared to them. how much money ill make compared to them. and i dont blame luke and pete, theyre just doing the best they can for themselves. its just when my parents ride me about it. i mean the only thing i could possibly outdo them in is grades, but im too stupid to do that too. i dont really give a shit. aite if my parents dont wanna accept me for what i wanna do well then fuck them. but ill be damned if theyre gonna break me down before i get outta here. im sick of em, and im gonna have to deal with them till im on my own. unfortunately thats six years away. i need to get my license so i can get out of here. whatever im in bed. later |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 21st, 2006|12:02 am] |
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| | angry | ] |
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| | yellowcard- dont you forget about me | ] |
i've been watching the breakfast club recently, and i just realized how tired of my parents i am. i mean all they do is act like jerks. my mom throws underhanded comments about my friends to insult them and then denies it. i mean shes such a hipocrite (if i spelled that right). all she does is talk about how people dont have spines, but shes just as bad. and then theres my dad who wouldnt stand up to anyone else unless its one of his kids. he can talk all tough with me but the moment someone his age is talking to him he turns into a friggen doormat. and im sick of it. im sick of them, im sick of being forced to do this shit that they make me do, i hate the fact that they do stuff that all parents should do for their kids, and then demand that i thank them for every bit of it. its like i have to make my mom a fuckin shrine everytime she cooks dinner. Fine! dont cook dinner, see who gives first. i can fend for myself, i think they just want me to depend on them so they think they can have some type of power, and i hate it. im sick of them constantly forcing their ideas on me. contrary to their opinion i dont need them every step of the way through life. unlike them i can stand on my own two legs, i can fend for myself and take care of myself and im sick of them constantly forcing me to go to them. and i know no matter what i do its just gonna keep on going on like this until im either out of highschool or college. cuz im not remotely grown up or able to handle myself till then evidently. fuck parents. theyre infurating. i mean if i ever acted like this to my kids, i would hope to god they would tell me. but my parents dont wanna hear. theyre gods gift to earth and screw everyone who says otherwise, and im sick of it. i wonder if theyre lonely up on that pedestal they hold themselves up on. wutever, im just gonna have to suck it up till college. god i cant wait to get out of this house. |
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| tru |
[Apr. 20th, 2006|11:39 pm] |
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| | Daphne- Hopeless Love | ] |
heyyy. havent updated in a while, so i figured i prolly should. so nothing has changed really, meaning yes, im still single, and yes, its been a while... shut up. besides that its all been good. got to chill with pat over vaca and im going to see him tomorrow in millis. truu. then i dunno when ill be back. but heres wut i do know. that i miss kerri liljegren, cuz ive now gone over ten days with seein my little sis. and thats rough. sans kerri weeks are rough weeks on nick. and i wouldda seen her today if her moms wasnt makin her do this report but it happens. still got love for mrs. lil. tru. vacation has been chill so far. i got to see my friends from milford. been wayyy to long with seeing them which sucked cuz i kinda grew up with them. it was chill seein my buds tho. then i have east coast next weekend which is gonna be insane. were marching. score. thats gonna be awsome. and hopefully my buddy dan will be able to play tuba in that cuz that would get me madd brownie points with the upper echelon... wow i used echelon in a sentence correctly. but anyway being in with fred ford is pretty nuts. pretty positive hes the man. well im prolly chillin in millis tomorrow, so throw down a call and we'll see wut happens. tru. im out, peace |
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| vacation |
[Apr. 15th, 2006|04:05 pm] |
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| | complacent | ] |
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| | Explosions in the Sky- Your hand in mine | ] |
its vacation, and this is solid. thank god, cuz i couldn't handle much more school. its just soo long boring. im just so tired of it. but enough of that foolishness, im free. and i have very little homework, and its just such a nice feeling. right now im just chillin at the house, ill probably practice sometime soon, seeing as though i have all week. and im prolly gonna chill with my buds all week. its gonna be solid. o and by buds, i mean pat. cuz he and i are obviously chillin the entire week together. i mean theres just no two ways about it. and then we'll see where we go from there. right now however, im going to sit on my ass, and do as little as possible for the time being. then maybe tomorrow ill get to the chilling with the friends. well anyways thats my week, if ur mah buddy u got the digits so hit me up and we'll chill, peace |
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| yayyyy |
[Apr. 13th, 2006|01:23 pm] |
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hazzah! im not dying anymore. my 102 fever has broken. and holy crap do i feel better. i mean, i felt heinous (thank u elyse for telling me how to spell that). it was pretty bad. but its all gravy now. hopefully ill get to see my man pat over vaca cuz im on vaca now. o man thats a nice feeling. no school, for about ten days. that is so nice. so right now im kinda chillin as opposed to dying. i didnt have to go to school today which was nice, even though i was dying, it was worth it. i still have a diesel cough but its passing. o shit so i saw the butterfly effect. that movie is effed up. i mean seriously, it is effed up. its not exactly ur feel good type of movie. well anyway, im out now, i got games to play and relaxing to do. its so nice being sick cuz u get waited on hand and foot. so im out, peace |
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| eh |
[Apr. 10th, 2006|10:21 pm] |
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| |  it was the closest to eh | ] |
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| | Dapne- aware, rust and repair | ] |
wow im tired, and its 1030ish. weak. well anyway, my day went eh. it came, i was part of it, contrary to normal days. i basically just kind of existed, nothin to bigg. u no how that whole shindig works. were watchin finding neverland in english, not gonna lie. really good movie. johnny depp is the man. but all that aside, im just rollin, hit up the gym, mastered my ballin skills and then went to chorus. which was eh. it went as well. and now im stuck here, feeling eh. so my day as i said earlier, eh. so now that thats done, i have to write some bitch ass genetics paper. that is soooo fuckin gay. who the hell wants to reflect on genetics at 1030 at night. bull. but anyway im out. later |
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| fuck bees |
[Apr. 5th, 2006|10:33 pm] |
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| | frustrated | ] |
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| | Daphne loves derby- Deserts Eating Oceans | ] |
ok so ya, nick is getting very tired of highschool. ppl are immature jerks and if i dont get to fight someone soon im gonna friggen lose it. like seriously, im so tired of people thinking they are God's gift to the world, cuz ur not, u suck, and many ppl dislike u and ur shitty ass attitude. i mean come on, fuck bees.aite with that im gonna go house on my punching bag for a while cuz i need to, so im out, peace |
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| javjafgeslsaelkj |
[Apr. 3rd, 2006|11:17 pm] |
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| |  nostalgic | ] |
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| | Panic at the Disco- but its better if u do | ] |
according to ann marie, yes that is a real word. but anyway. havent updated in a while so i will. prom was awsome. went with elyse. it was a good time. got some pictures, got some flowers, danced with errbody. then two hours later, back to feehan. YESSSSS. got there madd early (yes elizabeth madd early,not very)and went down to CT. guess wut, the bus died, so we switched buses, and then got goin again. performing was good. we played well, got into finals, and then got played. felt kinda bad for salem cuz they didnt make it. but oh well. anyway NAUGATUCK? wut?! who the hell is naugatuck and how did east bumfuck connecticut beat us? little iffy if u ask me. but anyway we performed, slept over at the hotel, and then went to morning mass. remember, what would jesus do, WJW..LW..JWJ..D. good job with that one. and then we spent some time in fabulous seaport connecticut. it was chill, frendly's was fun with the ladies. then we finally get back to feehan. but when i get there, do i go home. Nooooooooooooooooooo. i get to stay at feehan for 8 more hours. yessssssssssss. but it wasnt too bad cuz jess and i chilled for quite some time, it was solid. then i finally went home and slept. thank god. but anyway that was my life until now. its all pretty good but i gtta go to bed. i mean im tired. so im out. peace.
o and PS- bus rides with basically ur best friends equals awsome times. |
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